What a cute little girl.

I'd be happy to help the adorable girl in your image, but for some reason you the poster don't really tug at my heartstrings that much.

I sympathize with you, bro. But keep it up. If you work things out right during and after school, with a nice degree you can find a job that will give you more time than you know what to do with. At that point, you'll both have the income and the time to do what you want! You're not "turning into a normalfag." It's not your desires or mentality that's changing, it's the amount of discretionary time that you have. Don't worry about it, and keep going. NEET-dom is attractive, but it can be harder to maintain than your average job, and is not a good long-term plan. The media you're missing now won't go anywhere.